Jingle Bells, Batman Smells, Robin layed an egg....

We had the cutest bunch of Carolers come to the front door and sing for me tonight... too bad I was the only one home to enjoy it.... They were little kids with a few adults and a guitar... I loved it! It TOTALLY made my night!!

Crane Lake...

is a more expensive wine that we mere mortals can now afford because the husband and wife who co-own it are getting a divorce.. The wife owns the land and the husband owns the company.. and in an effort to screw over his soon to be ex wife he has dropped the 25 dollar bottle of wine to a measly 5 dollars a bottle... taking some serious profits away from her...

It's a California Napa Valley winery... and it is some good shit... Still feeling the effects this morning... or afternoon... whichever...

I was feeling them this morning though when I got up at 6:30am to drive my mom to work and then an hour later to Hail Stone to school... THEENNN I passed out between my parents soft sheets... heaven...

Now I am going to make us (My BBFF who helped consume the wine with me last night) a greasy lunch of sausage eggs and bacon... I was going to make us some greek food but I need more oil than that...... MUCH more...

So on that note... I am off to cook up some goodness...

xxox

Glad to be back...

Eggs

No, not Easter eggs...

MY eggs...

Like the ones that make you cramp like a bitch, crave chocolate and then leak out your vagina hole after they aren't fertilized...

Yeah...... THOSE eggs...

I am thinking about donating mine...

I am having a hard time finding a job because I am currently mobilely challenged... As in I don't have a car nor do I plan on purchasing one because I am going back to Europe... Soooo... finding a job to make me some mula is proving to be a challange...

It's not that I won't be making money... It's that what I am doing right now is something that will produce the fruits of my labor at a much later date... no pun intended...

And I don't feel like waiting that long...

I have always lacked patience... oops??

This is a good idea.... an easy way to make some quick money... BUT, there would be a part of me out in the world... a part of me I would have nothing to do with... and I am not sure if I am okay with that...

I will debate it with my Mom tomorrow...

Have opinions? Please feel free to express them!

As for me? I am great... MORE than great... Currently home in The States, enjoying my time with family and friends... But missing the hell out of Europe and all my friends and family there...

I will be back to blogging a bit... So.... YAY?? hehehehe....

xxox,
Mal

Packtastic

I'm sitting in my room amoungst all of my shit... Books, clothes, shoes, drawings, writings, music, bike shit and a million bags and suit cases... fuckitall...

I'm packing for my trip to Venice in a few days... Then I have to throw all that in my Greece suitcase which is already semi packed with Greece stuff AND with stuff I am not taking to Greece but have to put somewhere while my carryon is being used... My black box is filled with books books and MORE books, many of which I will not be taking home with me... and it also has winter stuff in it... Heavy fucking winter shit... UGHHH The winters here are HELL... And while packing for Venice I have half a bag full of everything I want to take for. a. WEEK.

HALF a bag... a carryon... HALF.... Soooooooo nice to be packing summer wear now! SO SO SO SO nice... Packing for a week of winter was HELL... Because with all the thick shit you have to wear then I never had enough room for an actual weeks worth of clothes... I always came home smelly and dirty... Granted I had a fucking blast, but still...

So yeah... packing... I'm about to go outside and sit in the sun for an hour... Since is the first time in 2 and a half weeks we've truly SEEN the sun, I think I deserve it...

I am also getting rid of clothes... Gonna drop them off at a thrift store tomorrow like someone leaves a baby at an orphanage... without the note, of course...

So yeah... This week is packtastic... Friday I load all my shit into a car and move to my Other German familys... Then that night I head to Oldenburg for my farewell drinks... Stay the weekend with Tini and then head to Bremen to catch my flight to VENNNIICEE!! After Venice I get back with A DAY to (hopefully) do laundry and re-pack my Greece bag and organize my shit in Vonnies room and then we leave for GREEECE!!! and I have no idea when I come back to Germany for my flight back to the states... I haven't booked anything yet because the Convict and I have talked about travelling before I head back for about two weeks... I am thinking Spain since I will have already done Italy, and the girl LOOOOVES Spain... So yeah... I might be rushing home the night before my flight home and frantically getting the rest of my shit together while going through everything deciding on WHAT ELSE to leave behind...

Crazy times y'all... and I wouldn't trade if for nuttin!

Like I said, Packtastic!

Sir Pervsalot!

This past Saturday Vonnie and I went to Oldenburg and chilled... Eating a nice lunch, doing some shopping and just having fun in general... I was feeling particularly boisterous (spelling? oh fuckitall my spell check is messed up and I'm lazy) and I was chatting up anyone and everyone... Random person staring at me? Let me nickname you and ask you questions in Germish... People who just ran over my toe with their bike? Now I shall curse you in Spanish... It was fun.... to say the least... ;)

As we are walking through the city center an older man walked by us and turned and kept staring.. just as he was turning around I hollered at him "Hey old man!" He turned around and decided he wanted to talk... So we introduced ourselves and Von was weirded out by my whole, talking to strangers "bit", and I found out that he thought I should know better German after living here 7 months... Shitballs I know that... He thought it was cool, all the travelling we do... He spoke to me mostly IN german... I learned he was in the medical field and was in O-Town for the weekend at a conference... We were walking to meet my friend Ale so when the old dude stopped at a restuarant to eat we parted ways...

Ale, Von and I set up shop at one of my favorite cocktail bars... They are huge, cheap and the bartenders aren't stingy with the meds alcohol... It is also where we will be having my farewell drinks Friday.... Fuck, I leave this place soon... AHHHH... (I should be packing right now... LOL)

So after old dude was done eating we saw him and I waved him over and invited him to join us for a drink until we had to leave to meet yet another friend... He again talked to me in German, and I am capable of understanding 75 percent of it even if I don't have the vocabulary skills to keep up with my replies... Then we left, and I told him we'd be out later if he was still awake and wanted company... (I am my mothers daughter after all... making friends with slightly interesting pervy old men in all of 5 seconds by calling them old men... or did I simply mean to say I have her people skills? not sure... whatever...)

So we head out later that night just Von and I back to our favorite cocktail place... and 30 minutes later? who should come along... but the old guy... Oh and old guy has a name, BTW, it was Luigi... Yeah, color me pink and make me laugh... He was GERMAN.... not Italian... and when he introduced himself Von could here the mario brothers theme song going through her head... do do do dodododo do do do do do do do do do.... hhehehehehe...

So in exchange for some convo and me allowing him to ogle my legs (I had changed into a short dress that covered my hoo hahs...) We got us some free drinks from the random old guy... So the next time you see some harmless old perve, perving you in the city center... Simply holler out "Hey old man" in your language of choice and prepare to have an interesting time...

There is my weird Old Guy story...

Saturday was really great though... Many awesome moments WITHOUT Old guy pervsalot... and some with too... hehe...

how was everyones weekend? What did ya do? Did you do some perving yourself?? Anyone get luckycharmed in their trousers? I will be this summer... eventually... Just gotta keep looking forward to the end of that rainbow with its giant pot of condoms!! Woot Woot!!

One week till Venice... TWO weeks till Greece!!

Life is great!

P.S. I didn't proof read, yes I know it shows, no I don't give a shit... I gots to start PACKING... I nove out of this house in like FOUR days... AHHHHHH...

Dust in the wind

Anyone going to be in Venice June 22nd -29th and want to meet up?? I am one lucky SOB... My parents put some money in my checking account for my birthday since I honestly had no idea what I wanted and with it I bought myself round trip tickets to Venice... for $136.76.... Yeah... That's all it cost... SAWEET!! Granted I will be paying train faires to the airports and back... but all I hear when I think about that is the Charlie Browns Adult voices going "Wahwahwah wah wah wahwah wah..."

I have been trying to visit my friend who lives there for YEARS now, whether she is in the states at the time or not... Plus, I left a little piece of my heart in Venice... The city is amazing and I am thrilled to have so much more time to spend in it! I will be getting my German mum something lovely from Murano while I am there, she will simply love it!... I am SOOO glad to be going back to Venice... I wanted to go to Italy hard core before I went back to The States this time... AND, that means when The Convict and I do our travelling at the end of October we can just decide to go to Spain like I already know she wants to... That girl loves Spain like I love Italy... So we will be settled... and on my next trip to Europe I will be sure to see more of Italy than just Venice... because there is a great big world out there y'all... a GREAT BIG ONE... and I want to see all of it... I haven't even touched the tip of the iceburg (berg? no, burg is right... I think)

I still have Portugal, Czech Rep, Spain, Turkey*, Greece*, India, Russia, Japan, China, Korea, Isreal, Australia, Brazil, Egypt, Malaysia, Switzerland, England, Scotland, Ireland, Finland, Estonia, Peru, Venezuela, Indonesia, Phillipines, Morocco, Algeria, Peru, Costa Rica, New Zealand, Madagascar and SOOOOO many more...

There are so many things to experience, bugs to eat, people to meet, sights to see and make you feel like you are truly part of some greater cosmic theme... and I will do it all!! Who wants to join me?? After Australia and then America again I am thinking about doing a big biking trip, where is still to be decided... So yeah, you don't have to be a millionaire to do it... I travel on the skin of my chinny chin chin and I wouldn't have it any other way for where I am in life right now... It is perfect!!

Hope you guys have a GREAT weekend! I am going to Hamburg tomorrow to see some of the city and party my little ass off... maybe even get some ass... xxox

Mal

Rain, rain, go away, come again another day... like after I leave German... Thanks...

I. am. so. tired. of. this. shitty. ass. weather....

UGHHH....

It has been cloudy and raining almost constantly for the last week... I am at my wits end... It doesn't even storm properly... Just... rains...

I miss the sun.. I miss laying outside in my swimmers and reading a good book... I miss the lake...

I only have about 9 or 10 days of living at my current location left... Then after another 10 days I will be in GREECE!! and. I. can't. WAIT!!!

I am ready... I am going to start packing my bags today... I already have a pile of shit I am completely getting rid of, I just need to find something to do with it... Probably give it to the Thrift store ladies that I like...

I have spent 220 days in this country... I have 145 days left before I am home again... That's not a lot... and I plan to enjoy it all!

"PRIEKA!!"

Shlim Shlam Shlum!

I had a GRRRRRRRREAT birthday!! Thank you to all who wished me well! I appreciate you all!

There are only 21 more days until I leave for Greece... TWENTY... ONE... DIAS!!! (Don't know where the spanish came from considering I have been immersed in Schnitzel land for over SEVEN months, but alas, my mind works in strange and mysterious ways)

I am TRULY looking forward to Greece... Vonnie is coming with me for 2 weeks and The Convict is there! She's found me a place to stay and is working on a job.... The one I was offered might still be available too... and I plan on busking (singing on the streets)... I am ready... OH so ready, to be there!

To enjoy the 40 degree weather and swim in the ocean...

And I'm looking into tickets to go to Venice for a week and visit my good friend who lives there... So much to do in so little time!! Lovin life! I am LOVIN life!!

Happy Birthday............

To me!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Happy Birthday to MALLLSSKKKEYYYSS!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

I have to say that even though this is one of the roughest years, and one of the roughest birthdays, I still would not wish to experience it in any other way. I have met some of the greatest people.. I have learned just how much I truly appreciate and love my family and friends... and how very loved I am..

You all are amazing and I am truly blessed to know each of you!

xxox,
Mal

I love Popcorn!

It's my birthday in 2 more sleeps and it has never felt less like a birthday to me, ever...

I love my life and all the oppurtunities I have... but I do miss my family, especially on birthdays and holidays...

I've almost been in denial that I am having a birthday...

What amuses me though is that most people think I am freaking out because I am turning 24... and while that age might surprise me... becuase I still don't really feel like a grown up and I am now convinced that people never truly feel like they are grown up.. But I am freaked because this is the weirdest birthday experience ever... weirder than celebrating my 21st with a glass of milk at Miss OK...

It also doesn't help that I am really ready for change... I am ready to be in Greece... I was ready to be there last week! MORE than ready...

So yeah... I've been on the whiney express this week and I am done... I am done feeling sorry for myself... I am living the life... and in a few short months, 5 to be exact, I will be on a long ass plane ride back to the states for a nice long visit with family and friends... I will be doing laundry and cooking in MY KITCHEN!!! I will be biking to see friends and bumming rides! I will be finding a part time job to have a little money on the side and get a ticket to Australia.. I. will. be. eating. MEXICAN FOOD!!

But until then? I am living it up... I am still a mother fucking rockstar!!!

Tonight we are going out... Then Sunday we are going on a short biking tour to Rastede again... and on Monday I am celebrating my birthday with some retail therapy and a nice dinner with friends...

Next weekend I am going to Hamburg for some PARTAYING and some sight seeing... and to get back some of The Convicts stuff from Saffa...

Weekend after? I have no idea... and the last weekend before I leave for Greece will be my Fare thee well drinks with all my German friends.... We will party long into the night and I will make out with guys drunkenly.... (and I only say that because I know Timmy will be there and I tend to make out with The Timmy when I am drunk... through no fault of my own...)

Also? I wanted to say something about the American Economy... I know that it is affecting everyone.. Everywhere I look there is another family touched by the horrid unemployment that keeps hitting our job sources, and it sucks... My Dad is now Mr. Mom and my mom is working again... Some people are working but have no pay check coming in... It's down right depressing... But ya know what? We have eachother... Money comes and money goes... Material possessions only go so far in the battle to our happiness.. The true happiness comes from sitting down to a family dinner... Swinging on the porch swing with a hot cup of tea and chatting with your mom.. Playing Trivia games and catching your Dad cheating every. single. time... That is happiness.. So stick to your loved ones.. support eachother and eventually we will all get through these hard times together! shinier than ever and ready to face the world... Because like my Daddyo says.. "What doesn't kill us will only make us stronger.." The End...

So yeah... I am ready to go to Greece and commence my career as a beach bum! Oh so ready!

xxoxoxoxox!

Mal

One of my arms is tanner than the other... and I don't even have a car windowsill to blame...

This weekend is going to be great... I can feel it in my bones... In about an hour I am going to bike 20km into Oldenburg for a nice authentic italian dinner with my friends turned family... I say authentic because my friend Ale is cooking it and he's Italian.. I'm one lucky bitch right? Right!

THEN I have a long weekend... like a 4 day weekend.... AGAIN.. last weekend was almost a 5 day weekend... and then NEXT weekend? is a 3 day weekend... because they are giving me my birthday off... Woop Woop!! Gotta love my life!

Also? I have another summer option... My friend The Convict is working in Greece at a hotel and has fallen in love with a bar there in Kos... The owners love her and offered her a job for next summer and told her they wished she could work this summer... She suggested me... So I might be moving to Greece for about 4 months to work in a bar... in an Australian bar... hehehe..

The options that keep popping up around me are amazing... and crazy... and I will still bike Europe... but I do have to admit that I would prefer to have a partner with me the entire 4 months AND a better budget... So if the Greece thing pans out... That's where I'm going... plus, it's Greece... and I will be going to Turkey because the island is only 30 minutes away from it by ferry...

But currently I am "stressing" my seester Rae out because she needs to buy a ticket and doesn't know where to by it to... and even though she was supposed to buy tickets to Venice for August 2 months ago... I think this is that fate thing everyone talks about stepping in and taking the reigns so I can have an awestacular time in Greece... with my seester visiting me there too!! and with my Convict... It has been hard with her gone... I love my friends here... but that little bitch and I clicked in a weird way... I'm just grateful to have all the friends I do.. They are amazing!

So yeah... awesome weekend... Wonder what will pop up... hehehe... I'm going to get trashed on Italian wine tonight... then lay out all day tomorrow in the hot hot sun!

Love you miss you!!!

Mal

Peace, Love and Bunny Sex....

Lately I have been incredibly homesick... I am going on my 7th month of living here... My birthday is in 2 weeks and those are always a special day to spend with the family, goofing around and wearing funny hats... My summer adventure can't come soon enough... another month and I will be off.... Just me, my bike and a panoramic view of the world through the eyes of an idealist!

I am truly looking forward to this summer! I think some of the reason I am missing home so much right now is because I am living on 60 euros a month.... That leaves very little money for travel... very very little... What sustains me is the fact that, even though a tiny miniscule part of myself is terrified of doing that which I have never done before, the rest of me is rip roaring MAD with excitement! The people I am going to meet.. The adventures I am going to have and the SIGHTS I am going to see are going to be amazing...

And I can't wait to conquer one more unknown... One more goal....

I might be slightly down right now, missing my family and friends back in the states... Missing my Dog like crazy... Seriously.. I can't wait to see my Reagie Poo... But the life I am living is amazing... it's breathtaking... I constantly stop and smell the roses... I take in the sun and plan continuous vacations... I meet up with friends and have a beer.. I have no bills or true monetary obligations.. I am living my dream... I have time to write... To work on my art and fully process my ideas and visions... I have time to journal and capture all of the memories and moments..

And? I have absolutely fallen in love with cycling... I've got my groove... I practically meditate and feel one with the Universe... It's euphoric... I totally get what runners are always prattling on about how they get in the "Zone"... It's like a freaking drug.. and I love it!

So yeah... I've got it good... But I still miss my family... I miss family dinners and wino nights with the Boy best friend.... I miss my dog and lazy days on the boat... I miss Mexican food and REAL BBQ's.... I miss being in charge of the kitchen and teasing my seesters.... But ya know what I truly do realize? I'm pretty fucking lucky to have all of that to miss, as well as have all of this to enjoy...

P.S. I love Thunderstorms and woke up to an amazing one this morning....

P.P.S. I am horny as HELL lately...

P.P.P.S. I also miss you guys...

P.P.P.P.S. LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Apparently

I am a nut case...

but I don't recall carrying nuts around inside myself...

yeah, I occassionally joke about having figurative balls of steel... but those are just imaginary.....

and I carry them around... in my hands... or my purse... NOT in myself, as Von so casually suggested...

I just thought I would clear the air on this subject...

Now you don't have to wonder if I am the glasses case equivalent of a nut carrier....

I am not...

Thank you and good day sir!

Letting go

grabbing my hands and raising them above my head I new I should have felt vulnerable... I was completely naked.... While his hard body beared down over mine... He was still clothed... The top few buttons on his shirt were open from where my hands had been busily undressing him before he took control... I could feel the rasp of his jean clad knee between my thighs as he gently parted them...

I was staring at him.. I couldn't look away... He was completely in control and I was powerless to stop him... Not just because he was restraining me... but because for once I wasn't playing the dominant role, and as it turns out, I really liked it.... I liked it a lot...

I could feel the heat course through my body... Drawing tighter to every part of my body he touched with his gaze... He was drinking me in with his eyes.. Like an alcoholic being shoved into a bar for the first time in years... He was barely restraining himself and the most feminine part of me delighted in seeing his muscles strain... to see his jaw work to contain his raw passion...

wiggling myself a little lower I rubbed my pulsing core against his hard thight... making a little purring sound in the back of my throat, I had never heard before, as I implored him to touch me with more than just his eyes...

I wanted this big man to lose all control with me... I had been teasing him with glimpses of my body all evening... Taunting him as I innocently grazed my collar bone with my short, buffed nails... Leaning over to straighten the strap on my silver Jimmy Choos.... Letting my dress hug my curves in all the right places.... Crossing and re-crossing my legs while we were having pre dinner drinks at the bar...

I didn't know what had gotten into me... I had never been this brazen before, but there was something primal about this man.. and I was determined to find out just what drew me to him, like a moth to a flame... I just hoped he wasn't as dangerous as the flame...

I had been burned before and was never willing to risk that kind of pain again... but one look at the smoldering man gently laying himself on top of me, and I threw all of my cautions out the window.. I could worry about being hurt later... but right now I was going to enjoy myself... and I was going to make sure he enjoyed himself...

Thrusting my hips up to meet his as he gently laid his body fully on mine... Still holding my arms above my head with one hand...

I was on fire... and he had barely done more than undress me and throw me on the bed... The only part of him that had truly touched me so far were his eyes... and they were filled with the same fire that was turning my skin to ashes... turning my blood into lava that I could feel coursing through my veins...

I wanted him... and I wanted him now... inside me.. more than anything I had ever wanted... and he still wasn't doing more than caressing me with his eyes and allowing me to rub myself on whatever part of his body I could reach...

My breasts were aching... my nipples had turned into hard little beads and were straining towards him... I could almost feel the rasp of his shirt on them and thrust them towards his chest only to hear a deep chuckle as he pulled back and then lightly blew on my breasts...

BLEW on them... and I could feel myself grow wetter... I wimpered because now I only ached more.. He chuckled again, and it turned into a groan as he lowered his head to gently lick my breasts... He sucked on them... nibbling them with his teeth and taking turns being rough and gently... biting and soothing...

My eyes were closed and my head was starting to thrash.. it was the only part of my body I could freely move... but I stopped when I felt his gaze on me again... it was like the sun coming out from behind a cloud... I could feel the heat of it resting on my face..

Opening my eyes I was caught by the passion and the devillish humor swirling in his eyes... There was no where else I could look.. and as he held me gaze, he blew on my wet nipples again... chuckling that, deep, masculine laugh that made my toes curl and my sex tighten..

Lifting his head back to mine he stared into my eyes, I thought he was going to kiss me.. I wanted him to kiss me... almost more than I wanted him to thrust into my flesh and take me to heights I had never been to before... but he kissed my cheek.. and lightly nipped his way to my ear where he teased it... breathing deeply and gasping when I worked on of my legs out from under his and wrapped it around his waist, pulling his erection tighter against me and grinding the heat from my arousal against the bulge in his pants.. desperate for more contact...

In retaliation he nibbled my earlobe and whispered "I'm going to make you scream..."

A near violent shiver coursed through my body... The I could feel the rumble of his voice against my body.. I could here the promise in the gravelly bass of his voice... and I felt a slight shimmer of trepidation at what I was about to experience...

Reverend Malskeys

I just became and ordained minister of the Universal Life Church.....

For....




Real.....




Me...

Malskeys...

I can start my own church... Perform marriage ceremonies.. Babtisms... Last rights...

MEEEE..

Miss Anti Christianity...

I don't know whether this makes me a hypocrite, or an ironic joke...

and I am not really sure that I care...

The Christian "faith" has caused thousands, upon millions greif and hurt...

I know there are genuine Christians out there who are decent human beings.... People who honestly don't judge you if you follow different beliefs or no beliefs as long as you are good people....

But this? While... interesting... is just fucking IRONIC...

It took 5 seconds...

FIVE...

Das ist alle...

So come one come alll... I'll marry you... I wonder what they would do to me if I started marrying every gay couple who wanted me to when I am back in the states...

This? this is going to be fun...

and most definately interesting...

Mal

chilly willy was a dick... chilly willy had a wick... chilly willy was a very chilly stick...

I don't know HOW many times I have brought "create post" page up and then done nothing with it the past few days....

Life is full... Fun is being had... Plans are being made.... Shit is happenin'

I love it all!

Last Thursday night I went to Holland with a couple friends... We had a DRUNKTASTIC time!!

I didn't pay for a single drink....

The Dutch love Americans.... whodathunkit?

I bit ass while dancing the Cotton Eyed Joe in front of an audience that I had accumulated... I was fucking excited they were playing it... and the floor was wet... I am already Horizontally challenged and my balance is shit.... You do the math...

I saw 3 bare assed guys fucked up beyond fucked up.... One of them licked my face, much to my disgusted and laughing horror.... He licked my face.... WHILE he was still bare assed... I had unknown nekkid peen on me.... Like I said... interesting...

We saw a wall of fast food... not a restaurant... just a wall of burgers, fries, sausages (not the sperm filled kind), and "BBQ" shit..... My German friend Tini was very impressed... and thought she had actually dreamt it when I saw her the next day.... silly German...

I got to see urinals literally pop out of the ground so BOYS could go pee pee on the streets without getting thrown in jail for public urination... Seriously... can we not at least have a random squat hole or something? Fucking sexists...

Let's seee.... what else.... Did I mention I didn't pay for a single drink? Did I also mention that I drank a LOT... Not enough to get toasted... but enough...

It was a FUCKING fun night!!

Now comment bitches... I know you miss me!! I might even hop over to Twitter next and TELL you all I am updating my blog... let's see if that gets me some traffic.... LMAO...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMMY!!!

Happy Birthday Mom!! You are such an inspiration in my life and I don't know what I would do without you! I am truly lucky to have a mother who supports me in all my goals and dreams no matter how far fetched or crazy... You always have faith in my abilities... And not only do I have an amazing mother I also have a great Best Friend!

Truly, you are the best! I love you soooo much and I wish I could be there with you on your birthday! xxox....

P.S. Damn you are hot!!

P.P.S. Thanks for giving me your skin... would have been nice to have your body too instead of Dads... Nothin' against him or anything... but, I'm a girl... sooo, ya know.... well, at least I got some seriously long legs to make up for it eh?? ;)

P.P.P.S. Eat CEHCK!! (Cartman style!)

Love,
Your rapscallion daughter who is gallivanting all over the world currently... AKA, Mal

Still here... somewhere... in the sun, most likely!

Sunny, biking, sunny.. SUN....

I'll try and post when I get home tonight... but for now the sun is calling my name...

Again, sorry for the neglect... even Facebook has been calling to bitch me out....

xxox

Hi

I'm Malskeys blog....

I'm not really updated much... nor does that happy little bitch pay me any attention lately...

She's always busy planning her bike trip or enjoying her vacation....

But even with all that "busyness" she still finds time to lavish all kinds of attention on Facebook.... evil bitch...

Plus with the nice weather she has been enjoying in Germany and the maps she bought... she only spends time with her computer to average out the distances she will be travelling this summer... or chat with friends in the evening...

I am feeling utterly and completely neglected... Suddenly she has no time for me... ugh.... I am going to shank that stupid Facebook bitch with my rusty spoon!!!

Okay... I am done ranting...

Bis spater bitches.... Bis spater...

Destiny? I make my own, with a heaping side of success... ThankYouVeryMuch!!!

I'm back to the land of reality.... well, at least my reality...

My vacation was amazing..... Relaxing, lazy, and just what I needed!...

I have the next 2 and a half months to prepare for my trip this Summer and Autumn and I am going to bike almost everyday, everywhere in preparation for my trip!

I am so excited.. Excitement isn't even the correct word... There is no definable word for what I feel.. My life, my dreams, have led me to this place... This place where my heart is happy and my soul sings... Where I am realizing my dreams... They aren't always the dreams that people expect me to realize and some of them aren't completed...

Some of my dreams and projects are happening now... They are so fullfilling.. They are incredible... It's just so... indescribable.. This life that I have jumped into..

Yes, I still have doubts... When others disbelief in what I am doing with my life creeps in and I think... really? can I do this for FOUR months?? Can I??

Can I finish my projects??

Can I travel the world?

Can I enjoy single life to the fullest??

Can I actually fall in love and not be this cold, ice queen of a woman that more than one man has accused me of being??

But I can... I can do this... I will never doubt myself again... The things that I have accomplished in my life... The things that I am accomplishing... and the things that I will accomplish are amazing..

Spectacular...

Incredible...

I am making a legacy for myself... I want to show people that if you have confidence... If you have willpower... If you have independence... you can do anything you want to...

Have faith in yourself... Have faith that what you truly want in life will come to you....

So yeah... This is where I am right now.. This is what I am feeling!! It is all coming together... I love it...

Never lose faith in yourself... When you having negative thoughts turn them around... You can do it... For fucks sake, I am doing it... That should give anyone the confidence...

Also?? Pics are starting to go up on Facebook from Riga... So if you want to check them out that is the place to go!!